'Passing time' is not ever seem to be a problem for me. Time seem to fly and is never enough. Already in my 50's, my concern is whether this is the only thing that I should continue doing for the rest of my active life or should I work towards some change that will add some excitement in life. It is only in the weekends when I have time to read something (?), write (?), take some long walk, visit or hosts visiting friends and relatives and also do some day dreaming.
I do not find much enthusiasm in my current task nor can clearly in my mind think of what would give me that inner happiness. Tried tweeting, blogging, socializing through Facebook and at times skype but the dilemma lingers - what should I do next?? Perhaps this is what is called as being at the crossroads. I seem to have already made some erroneous decisions while being at this crossroads and I cannot afford to make that cardinal mistake anymore. Assuring social security in old age is one thing while the sense of being socially secure and settled is quite another.
Next 1-2 years are critical in more soul searching and taking some important decisions in life. Who knows that the life simply passes indecisively and unsettled.
I do not find much enthusiasm in my current task nor can clearly in my mind think of what would give me that inner happiness. Tried tweeting, blogging, socializing through Facebook and at times skype but the dilemma lingers - what should I do next?? Perhaps this is what is called as being at the crossroads. I seem to have already made some erroneous decisions while being at this crossroads and I cannot afford to make that cardinal mistake anymore. Assuring social security in old age is one thing while the sense of being socially secure and settled is quite another.
Next 1-2 years are critical in more soul searching and taking some important decisions in life. Who knows that the life simply passes indecisively and unsettled.
